I'm kind of nothing feeling today

My dreams. Thats what i want to talk about for a while today. See, i've only been able to remember about 3 of them. All the others i've had i just can't remember. and now i can remember lots. Nearly every one i have, right from the time i wake up. and their so vivid, and all on the same subject which will stay un-known to everyone. No, not wet dreams i'm not a horny person. Just personal ones. (: So yeah, that was really weird for me, because i'm not sure what triggered the sudden memory of all my dreams.

I love my myspace now, its awesome. haha well, no not really but i managed to customise it a bit to match me more (: Check it out xDhttp://www.myspace.com/452935963

The song isn't very well known but i absolutely adore her voice. and the lyrics! its an amazing song. Real shame i can't download it >.<"

Its really amazing how people can just put things in the back of their heads and never speak of them again. Not long ago i had a little freak out about something with my friend, then one day we just decided to give up trying to fight it and leave it at a conclusion that doesn't answer and will never satisfy, the question placed. I guess thats how the world works. People have to be good at keeping things in the dark. Too good sometimes. That's a thing about me most people might not realise. I'm great at working people out. Exactly what they're about. Give me about 5 minutes and i'll know who you are. I've kind of just grown accustomed to watching people's body language, how they talk, the way they carry themselves. It all adds up to who they are. And that's why some people don't like me. To be completely honest, i don't think i'd like me either if i was the person being worked out. People love mystery. Others not knowing what they're about or what they're thinking. But because i can see through that most of the time, they tend to not like it. At all. But there is. Well, one person who's different to that. I still can't figure out everything about him. I mean, we're like twins and i mean that in a literal sense, i can tell what he'll say before he says it because its what i'd say if i were in his position. But, its weird, he still surprises me and alot of the time i can't work out what he'd really meaning when he says something that isn't direct. I've given away too much already ugh.

Fun Run is tomorow. i hope it isn't cancelled. It'll be heaps fun. I'm definately going as Hello Kitty. A more Me version though. Less pink more white and black. I'll mix the pink in. Whiskers, and a nose painted on with clip on white ears and a huge pink bow. It'll be very......diferent haha.

The names we very them as they may change
But the game, the game it stays the same
We love, we want to love the ones we will learnt to hate.
Well, maybe someday i'll deserve something more.
x3 -Gabrielle Aplin.

I did nothing yesterday. For the first time in my life i stayed in my Pj's the WHOLE DAY. a picture for the taking haha. I dont really like sundays normally. My dad is there. its the only day i really see him and my Father and I have a very complicated and yeah. just a weird relationship. but that sunday was fun (:


Ok, i'm going to go now, mum is yellinggg. I'll upload the picture tomorow then >_< Along with a whole heap from fun run!! If it isn't cancelled haha, I will be sooo bummed if it gets cancelleddd.

Bye! and remember, its not always good to try and be something your not because there are people who can see through you (:

xx.