I've had enough of holidays for today (: I want tomorow NOW. now now nowww:( I can't wait for tomorow, it'll be so much fun!! But as for today......yeah i've completely run out of things to do. Mich has her boyfriend over....or is he still her boyfriend?? I'm not quite sure. I might go over there before he leaves, if she wants me there haha. My arm aches so much! Stupid injections. I got mine yesterday right, and the lady didn't even give me a lollipop! and she had the jar right there and i was just like "Oh i see how it is bitch, i'm too old for a lollipop now, am i? Your too old to be working HA THATS RIGHT I WENT THERE!" but curse my niceness and the fact my mum was sitting next to me otherwise i would of said just that.
Well, i hate to admit it but i'm immensely jealous right now. No doubt Rach is off doing something with Ben. Mich has Val over and i'm just sitting here blogging to maybe no-one at all. I've been feeling so exluded lately. I mean, i have this group of friends and we call each-other the "Quintets" because there's five of us. But they've been meeting up without me, not all of them but 3 of them at a time. and it makes me feel way left out. Not to mention they're all at least one year older than me so i should feel excluded enough....
I love them all though so its all good,I just wish i wasn't so jealous of the fact'i'm all here alone, and they're most definately off with each-other. It's a horrible feeling.
I spent most of today watching t.v., playing sims, and i finished teaching myself Remembering Sunday by All time Low, i'm really proud of myself i can play it all now(:
Wahhh i want it to be tomorow ! Not only will i get to spend the day with miss astrid, we're going shoppinggg(: its been long awaited, because we both need to stock up on bows and cute things we don't need. Plus i'ma get some fingerless gloves, since i don't want to make my own, and a sling over bag from Vivid Wave.
Great now my mummy is gone. I am now completely alone. I know lots of kids spend their holidays like this but i hate it. I hate hate hate being alone and i hate even more the fact that i know my friends are off doing suff without me. Not really intentionally though, i mean i know they knew i wasn't busy they'd call and invite me over and what not, but its a bit too late now isn't it? I'm drifting away from my friend jess.... She's in this group i used to hang out with, but i got really bored of them, and i got sick of being around when i wasn't wanted, so now i just have a bunch of groups i go to and fro. But yeah i really don't want to lose her, she's been with me through a bunch of really hard times, and we've had our fights and i'm not too fond of her best friend but we always got around that, thats why we're so close. I just hope i don't lose her. It's really hard to leave a group you've been with for a while, i still talk to some of the people from the group, but only the ones who wanted me around.
Now, if anyone reading is interested, i have a compliment table. People don't realise that when they use certain words, they completely give away what your on about. there are love words, and then there are the suggestive, hook-up and horny words. First are the....
Love words::
Beautiful
Amazing
Stunning
Georgous
Pretty (now this one is kind of just a basic compliment word, it isn't very serious but thats not always a bad thing in ome cases)
The hook up words::
Sexy
hot
fit
lush
etc
now, the cheap word is...
Cute.
now some girls don't mind that word. But its a childish kind of word, suggesting your like a little girl kind of cute.
So yeah, i jsut thought i'd make that compliment table. Oh, there's also the nicknames:
Baby
Babe
(Theyre very suggestive from a guy, and when some guy calls you baby, its also very posessive)
Hun
Bub
Darling
(they're more preferred by most if not all)
I better go now, my arm is absolutely killing me
Bye bye!!xx
