Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Yesterday was arguably the best day ever (:

I absolutely love my friends. Love love love (: I had Benny, Mich and Val over for the whole day yesterday. We switched between my house and Mich's and the park. Mummy made cuppy cakes for us and they were yummy (: We played pictionary for a while and talked all day. it was so muchc fun :D

It was a real shame my friend Rach couldn't come too. It would have been even funner, but i'm no complaining. the thing i love about my friends is awkward silences and awkwardness in general just doesn't exist with them. They're all extreamly kind to everyone they meet and i really look up to them i really do. I think i'm really lucky to have the friends i do. They can make me laugh when i think i'm about to cry and everything fades away when we're all together.

Plus i don't feel anywhere near as lonely as i used to feel. I don't care so much that i'm single anymore. I'm like "yeah whatever, if someone loves me they can come to me, i'm happy as i am"
and its one of the best feelings i've had. I feel independent and happy and laid back and just.....

great!

I'm still in my pj's so i'm going to get changed and think about maybe doing something today. and i'm not too bothered about wether or not i do something today. I'm silly happy right now.

and i don't even know if i'm in love or if someone likes me back or if tomorow will be a start of an All time low, for now everythings great and that's what matters. And if everything went downhill, i can just close my eyes and remember times like these and say "i'm lucky to of had memories like that and that's what i'll hold onto"

I'll do just that.

Toodle doo!

x