Haha my life in general really. Yesterday was ok i guess. The music concert actually ended on time, i was so shocked i nearly fell asleep (nearly, i was so tired, the caffine was the only thing keeping my eyes slightly open). I've reallyyyyy had it with over-dramatic friends. One of my friends was dumped by a guy like.....oh i don't know two weeks ago? I can't keep track of time everything is the same to me. So anyway, she's (Oh i'm a good friend but i can't deny the truth and she has been!) she's been holding onto the guy for dear life. And last night she was just. Well. I don't know but about 3 performances from the end of the concert she walked off saying she didn't want to hear the string orchestra. So i just sat there because i really wasn't in the mood for the breakdown i knew was coming. She turns and looks at me and gives me that "Why aren't you following me can't you see i'm a wreck?" look, so i get up, i mean what else am i meant to do??
She goes down to where we have all our music lessons and sits outise the door in the alleyway and looks up at me and i'm just thinking "Oh for god's sake seriously? Am i really the kind of person you want to moan to? I'm horrible with advice on things i purposely stay away from" Nevertheless i sit down and yawn and try to keep my eyes open while she sighs and goes ON and ON! about how she's such a mess and how she knows she shouldn't be hanging around him but she can't not and how theres this other guy she likes and ohmygosh it was like 50 episodes of the hills bullshit in 20 minutes. By the time she finished i had absolutely nothing to say because not in a million years would i get myself into that kind of position let alone talk to my friends about it. But then again we're different people.
I know she's going through a hard time and people in general go through hard times, but everyone can control themselves and she definately isn't an excpetion. Not to mention she's been hitting on me and she knows for a fact i'm straight. AND she knows it annoys me when she says things that are suggestive. UGH! I really just want to tell her she's making a drama out of something that heaps of other girls go through all the time but i know i'll just get another lecture and i'm sick of hearing about it.
I love my friends dearly but sometimes they really just need to forget about things. Forgive forget and bloody shut up!
Ok, i have to go now, netball YUCK. I have my hair up in a pony tail on the side and it looks really sporty if i say so myself. I realyl have to go mum is yelling ughhh
Bye!!!xxx
About Me
- Lanah(:
- I'm 13? It's really difficult to sum me up. I love my music and i play by ear, so i often teach myself songs and write my own aswell. I listen to heaps of different genre's of music. I'm an art freak and i draw alot. I love my friends but I'm not territorial and i have friends of all different types :) I'm quite a nice person if you get to know me, but to be completely honest, not very many people really KNOW me. Heaps know OF me and are my friend, but there's only a few i open up to. I guess thats just how i've always been, i find its easier not to like people too much, less chance of being torn up when or if they leave. I'm a really outgoing, confident and slightly insane girl and i really don't get that bothered about what tomorow will bring. I'm a vegetarian and i love animals. I'm a book nerd and i can sit for hours reading a good book. I also love anime and i think its so much better than those bland cartoons on t.v nowdays :) That's basically all i can be bothered to type about myself right now. :)