I haves a maths test tomorow :( I really hate maths, like really really really times 8MILLION don't like maths. Its not all that bad though, i mean i sit here and NOT do my maths revision, do it for about 15 minutes and then get japanese takeaway for dinners! See, my dad is out until saturday, which means PARTAYYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYYYYH (haha, why did i put a H on the end of partayayayayayaya? Because i can thats why, plus that H button, my god does it look inviting!!)
I haven't blogged in a while, nothing new to say really. I mean i can always talk about garbage but whats the fun in that when i can be conguring up little evil plans with my friend Jeanette? I had H.p.e today with that darling and my friend Jess. It was so cold we went round and hugged everyone we knew, and everyone we didn't know too. Haha basically just anyone within a 50 metre radius. I say 50 because when its that cold, hun, i don't mind running 50 metres for warmth. I'm always in the sped team for phys ed. It doesn't bother me at all because i know i can do sport if i bothered to morph some abs and some muscley man legs, but tbh, why would i spend an hour of my time running around, completely exhasting myself before Com tech ( and beleive me, you need ALL the energy you have in com tech to stay awake x] ) when i can just run around like a nutter on nico pens with my friends? I see that as a fun way of wasting my time =D
I decided to space myself from my group. They really are a bore, and i'm not joking at all. Jess (Different one to the one i ran around with in h.p.e) is quite literally the only person there i'm close too, all the other people there are guys apart from Caitlin, long story short, i think she's a twat and she thinks i'm an emo. Makes sense :) and the guys there, there's about 9 of them? They're SO IMMATURE! Two of them are okay, but the rest of them are patheticly immature! and i'm not immature. Sped - yes. Werid - of course. In-conveniently high at most times of the day - yes. But i'm not immature! so i spent first break on the grass area with 4 of my lovely friends from a different group, and second break with a different bunch of people i haven't been with in a while.
Thing about me is, and not many people can do this without feeling out of place, i can wander from about 5 different groups without feeling like i don't belong. The stupid thing is, i was spending time with a group I feel completely out of place with, and i'm not quite sure why i was doing this but i was walking towards where i normally sit and kind of just turned around and went "Ok so who do i feel like being with right now?" I missed Jess today though :( (The one in the group that isn't mine anymore (: )
I had another person comment on my eyes today. Haha well 5 actually. People always do it. They say something about how blue my eyes are, or how big they are. I don't see it (haha with my apparently big blue shining eyes). Maybe its just because i've been seeing myself in the mirror more than once everyday for 13 years, but i just can't comprehend why people find me eyes and my hair such a big deal! My hair, sometimes it gets beyond a joke. 'Specially when i'm in a bad mood and some random asks me whether my hair is natural. I'm used to it now. Its like natural reflex to go "Yeah it is *fake smile*" or "haha thanks (:" I think people with boring hair are lucky sometimes, not boring but you know, straight? and just the normal layeres and side fringe, they don't get as much hassle from society in general. Its not a bad thing its just a bit too much, 'especials when i'm moody haha (:
I'm really pale today. Death pale. Death warmed up with a tiny pink bow (: Thats me! Whenevers i get my period, or i'm a bit low on sleep, i get really really pale and it freaks my mum out because she thinks i don't get enough iron, so i have foundation on today >_< I don't like it, its annoying when its un-necessary, because i'm one of those kids who doesn't get many pimples (: Yay me! although i do have this one i think is waiting to happen on the side of my cheeck.......but then again my hair covers it ehehehehehehehehehehe. So yeah, foundation face! Wooooo!
It's so weird being home alone on a Thursday afternoon! its nearly dark, which is odd for me because normally its still light around now, but winter is clearly setting in. Cause as i told you, my dad isn't here and my mum took my brother and my sister to garbo to shop for shoes. She tried to get me to come, she said we'd go to the library after and then have dinner there, which was like saying "Hey Lana, want to walk around the shops for 3 hours and then be rushed to chose books and get sushi stuck in your braces?" NO THANKYOU.
I better go try and get some of those stupid revision revised.....baii baii!!
xx.
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About Me
- Lanah(:
- I'm 13? It's really difficult to sum me up. I love my music and i play by ear, so i often teach myself songs and write my own aswell. I listen to heaps of different genre's of music. I'm an art freak and i draw alot. I love my friends but I'm not territorial and i have friends of all different types :) I'm quite a nice person if you get to know me, but to be completely honest, not very many people really KNOW me. Heaps know OF me and are my friend, but there's only a few i open up to. I guess thats just how i've always been, i find its easier not to like people too much, less chance of being torn up when or if they leave. I'm a really outgoing, confident and slightly insane girl and i really don't get that bothered about what tomorow will bring. I'm a vegetarian and i love animals. I'm a book nerd and i can sit for hours reading a good book. I also love anime and i think its so much better than those bland cartoons on t.v nowdays :) That's basically all i can be bothered to type about myself right now. :)