Did you know??

Did you know that i was a fairy today??
Did you know i'm a vegetarian but apparently i'm un-healthy? (weight wise)
Did you know i can spend half an hour meditating before i need music?? ;D
Did you know i can make 2 minute noodles....in 3 minutes??
Did you know i write my own songs??
Did you know i hate being called baby?
Did you??

Bet you didn't. Because i don't think many people know. Some, i guess.
Explanation to the first - Today was uber fun (: It was the second last day of the semester so all the teacher's are really laid back. Which means WE get away with alot xD I wouldn't push it though, they are still doing reports after all. But yeah, today was just really fun. I was in one of those moods. I talked to everyone and i was always smiling. I wans't high i was just happy. Jeanette had a drama performance and had brought two sets of fairy wings for it and i wore them for half of the day. It was really fun (: I got as many stares as usual so i wasn't bothered at all. We were mansfield fairies, who doesn't want to be a fairy? a fairy with purple fluffy wings i might add :D

Now, i don't know about everyone else but i dont like it when people deny things. I see denial as lying. and when someone lies to me, i see it like i'm not worth the truth. Today for example. I know this guy in my music class likes me. He jumps at any opportunity to talk to me. He's a nice enough guy, nothing special. So i was walking out of music talking to him and he said "Your shorter than i thought you were." and i went up on my tippy toes and said "Oh, so you think about me now??" he didn't answer. If he had the guts to say straight out yes. I might've given him a little credit. Same with guys who like you but don't tell you so. That really bugs me. Admiration from far away. That is the worst. I mean, its great for self esteem and sure, i can't deny i like it when I found out some guy or girl for that matter, likes me. But god its annoying! They just STARE. All the time. Sometimes they talk to me but they just STARE at me when i talk to them. I try to ignore it most of the time, but sometimes it makes me feel like there's a planet on the side of my face or something. Ugh.

Plus i'm a straight-forward, say what you think kind of person. I won't say something if it''s mean or un-necessary, but i say what i think when i want to. I don't like it when people aren't straight up with me too. The truth is always better than i lie. Even if it does hurt. I mean, lies do so much more damage, everyone knows that. In the long run, the truth always ends up being a better option. But yeah of course, if its something serious, i'd follow my brain. Everyone would. Or at least i hope. Not the FBI, they're just sluts. The FBI's are the Fashion Before Intellects (: I nicknamed the idiots in my grade with no thought for anything else but sex, clothes and make-up that. I think it fits.

Although great thing about my school is we don't really have the set groups. We have the self-defined. Of course, we have a slut group. yes, the asians stick together most of the time. and the jocks, naturally, hang out with eachother. But there's groups of kids that are all really different who hang out together, and don't have names for their groups. Thats the one thing i love about my school. Uniqueness is accepted. If people don't accept you then they aren't worth changing for. Can you beleive it took me 13 years to work that out? thats, what.....365 times 13. 4745 days of being alive. Well not ecxactly. but you get the point. It took me so much to work out who i was and what i wanted. I still don't know what i want even now. Meaning: I'm not quite sure what i wanna do when i grow up. I have lots of options. My parents don't realise i'm just trying to keep all my options open and enjoy what i'm doing now. I put the effort in, and hopefully it'll pay off years from now. Hopefully.

Well, speaking of putting the effort in, i need to do 5 minutes of math. My life is so hard isn't it? No. Not compared to some people i know. Poor buggers. Anyway, pip pip! Cheerio! Toodle-ooo.
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